Leave Out All The Rest

After your life is over, have you ever thought what will you be leaving behind? Love, lust, deceit, hate? will anyone keep you in their memory? Have you made a difference. We've lived our lives, proud of our existence in a time with perfection is an impossibility but believeable for all the hypocrisy that surrounds us. Will there come a time when you look back and regret the choices you have made? when you realise that no one remembers you for the ass that you have been, the people that you have hurt and the selfish life that you have lived. The reasons that you had cited all along are nothing but an emphasis on your own existence. Where did we start from, where are we heading, no time to stop and ponder the decisions that we make affect someone in turn who might not be in favor of living a life that suits your own convenience. Broken in spirit we look for a reason to live a life that we feel is IDEAL! but that does that even exist. Arent we all looking for reasons to live in a world that rushes you by, leaving you dead inside. Taking a beating everyday, running to reach nowehere, all the way through looking for that one strand of perferction and then throwing it in my face that look IM PERFECT!! The emptiness is killing us inside, look inside yourself, stop waiting for someone to come save you from your misery, coz when the time comes you will be all alone, alone to face the mistakes that you have made in the name of living your life your way. Dont you have any shame, any remorse....maybe not now but you will very soon and then you will remember these words that warned you of what laid bare....do not forget this warning....YOUR DAY WILL COME!

Linkin Park- Leave Out All The Rest

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here
So if you're asking me
I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid
I've taking my beating
I've shared what I've been
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting,
All the hurt insideYou've learned to hide so well
Pretending,
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

My Drowning Kolkata- July 07

A pic taken from my office bus

Just thot of sharing....................EVery morning and evening I travel miles to reach my destinations. The next day its the same story again.

In between these weird moments of non-existence, I find a picture of beauty. The clouds make me feel...free. Free from this world, free from the bonds that holds me back, suppresses my dreams and makes me feel incomplete.

Ciao

Last Photo from World Trade Center

Is this true

SOMEONE is very proud of you...

♥ SOMEONE misses you...
♥ SOMEONE is thinking of you...
♥ SOMEONE cares about you...
♥ SOMEONE wants to be with you...
♥ SOMEONE wants to talk to you...
♥ SOMEONE thinks the world of you...
♥ SOMEONE wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun...
♥ SOMEONE misses your guidance and advice...
♥ SOMEONE hopes you aren't in trouble...
♥ SOMEONE is thankful for the support you have provided...
♥ SOMEONE would do anything for you...
♥ SOMEONE hopes everything turns out all right...
♥ SOMEONE is celebrating your successes...
♥ SOMEONE wants you to find them...

My new life

Just when I thot that life was coming around a full circle....it hit me right on my face. it blinded me to the extent that now I have lost total social conciousnes and have become an inconsequential idiot cry baby with no life and no love to talk about about...

What have I become...is it right for me to bemoan the loss of a loved one....ME?


Dunnnoooo lets see in the coming weeks

My Life....Is it in ruins.....

Hey guys,

I dunno how this blogs gonna turn out to be...so just be with me.......

feeling alone ever...feeling ur losing the war to take control of something that was never meant to be urs in the first place...feel like its time to do sumthin drastic to take back wat was never urs neways?

There's a lot happening and yet nuthin seems to be in place.......wat do we do next...is the pressure getting to you? I the frustration of an unfruitful life spilling the beans on ur inconsequential existence?

Many questions that just does not presumable have any answers.....

Would someone want to discuss an opinion? would someone want to hear you out? Is there anyone who thinks that this world has stopped spinning and that its only us who are going around in circles....

Where is my John Wayne?
Where is my Prairie Song?
Where is my happy ending?
Where have all the cowboys gone ?

Paula Cole- Where Have All the Cowboys gone?

Insanity is a state of mind that reflects upon the mere existence of an alternative reality that is out of reach for the "sane" ones..........have you ever though of that?

For all those who think of this as INSANE RAMBLINGS OF A MAD MAN....look at yourself....ask yourself this question......Are you who you want to be?

Lemme know

Ciao

Oh! Chariot

Its funny coz this week have nothing much to say. As usual time just flew by. We are so engrossed in our own problems that we forget to cherish the most important gift of all- TIME!! Throughout our day and for every minute (sadly) we are too lost in our own worlds to understand the importance of "time lost".

Todays lyrics are just an exyension of my thought.........

Chariot- Gavin deGraw

Staring at a maple leaf
Leaning on the mother tree
I said to myself we all lost touch
Your favorite fruit is chocolate covered cherries
And seedless watermelon oh…
Nothing from the ground is good enough
Body rise
Look whats over me

[Chorus:]
Oh chariot your golden waves
are walking down upon this face
Oh chariot I'm singing out loud
To guide me Give me your:Strength

Remember seeing moons rebirth
Rains made mirrors of the earth
The sun was just yellow energy
There is a living promise land
Even over fields of sand
Seasons fill my mind andCover me…
Bringing backmore than a memory

You'll be my vacation away from this place
you know what I want
Holding that cup,It's pouring over the sides…
Make me wanna spread my arms and fly

Check out the sample at song no. 2:
http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/tg/detail/-/B00009V8Z9/102-7883818-9938536?v=glance#product-details

Walking away. Is it the right choice?

Most of us prefer to believe that we are strong from inside and can face whatever comes our way. But are we?

Is it better to turn your back and walk away or do we stand and face what life has to offer. There are times, i'm sure, when each one of us face a situation that we have no control of but for some reason are in the eye of the storm. What do you do then?

The good lord has sent us with a resource called WILL POWER which we tend to underestimate. I believe that all of us have the strentgh to face what comes our way, coz belive me if its coming ur way u deserve it (for better or for worse).

The other day i was listening to a song from my fav group Linkin park, called Easier to Run. The song speaks bout us havin an option in lives, either we get a chance to go bak into our past and changing all the wrongs or running away from what we have done coz the first option is impossible to achieve.

But can we actually run away from all our wrong doings?? Can we walk away from whom we were??

Lemme know what you think bout this.


And now the lyrics:


Linkin Park- Easier to Run

It’s easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It’s so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Something has been taken
From deep inside of me
A secret I’ve kept locked away
No one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show
They never go away
Like moving pictures in my head
For years and years they’ve played

If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would

Sometimes I remember
The darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories
I wish I didn’t have
Sometimes I think of letting go
And never looking back
And never moving forward so
There would never be a past

Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside P
retending I don’t feel misplaced
Is so much simpler than change
It’s easier to run replacing
this pain with something numb I
t’s so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

You can sample the song at this link:

http://www.amazon.com/o/ASIN/B00008H2LB/002-2821608-5237630?%5Fencoding=UTF8&coliid=&colid=#product-details

Till next week- CIAO